Hello again,

I am sure you must have heard the song that starts “I feel good… I knew that I would now”

Well, this is exactly how I feel.

One would usually say… I feel good because so and so is happening to me…. yet that would be a lie.

The truth is that SINCE I feel good… so and so is happening to me.

My feeling good was prior to the good things happening to me, those things would just help me continue feeling good.

And now I will go deeper into this thought.

I have been in a big rut… I could not get out of my own resistance no matter what.  Resistance is a way of not doing the things you KNOW are good for you.

And that was where I was up to a week from now, I did get a lot of things done, but none of my efforts was worth much anyway.

Well, after I “enjoyed” my rut for a while (and I say this for the sake of my Ego), I finally opted to release my resistance and start getting things done.  And I have to say, I am a master at creating ruts, so I really feel proud of this one (Egos are such spoiled brats).

So I started doing the same things I tell all my students to do, DO YOUR EXERCISES!

And I did, and as foretold “changes will happen” and they did.

BUT FIRST PLACE TO LOOK FOR CHANGE IS ON THE INSIDE… I started to feel better, and have more energy.
and even though I still saw some good opportunities to go back to my rut, y opted not to “react” with negative feelings and emotions to what ever that was happening on the outside.

This in Kabalistic terms (and please do not quote me) is called “restriction”, meaning, not to react to what ever is happening on the outside.

Since I kept my cool (which I already have the tools to do, and so does everyone who has taken my course) I was able to do easily, GOOD THINGS STARTED TO HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN.

Now you have to understand, this is like a train starting up… it takes a huge amount of force to make it move 1 inch at the beginning, but then it starts to gain momentum, and things happen faster, easier.

Why am I sharing this, well, the lesson I wanted you to learn was “no matter what seems to be happening on the outside… try to keep your cool and avoid reacting”

If you do that, and you feel good, then you will create situations that will help you continue feeling good, and when another one comes that tries to pull you down, you just don’t react and wait to see the end result of that.

Together with Divine Love
Nathan